WE dont have the right to judge them since we jerk off with their scenes, we all have sexual desires (if not, why are you watching porn?) and we all have feelings. I guess what i am trying to say is pornstars are people, just because they have sex in front of a camera (for money, pleasure or company) doesnt mean they dont have feelings or Hearth. they acusse of being soft, too kind and sentimental good for sex because of my body, but no for a relatioship.
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And yeah, be trated as a objet is terrible, when i was in my early 20’s i had a great body (inspired by them) i used to think it would help me to find love… it didn’t, i met a lot of sexy guys at the time, but when i called back they were like: “dude, i already had you, i dont care about you anymore”. I had Chronical Depression at that time and that illness is a total bitch, maybe the worst part is nobody can understand u, u cant even stand yourself many times, you just feel un-happy (no necessarily sad), empty and meanless all the time, hearing a voice in your head telling you world would be better without you… maybe for normal people Erik was just a complaining bitch, but he was the first person i can relate with due to my problems. When i discovered porn i get obssesed by Erik Rhodes, Matthew Rush and Roman Heart and yeah, maybe at the begining i objetifed them as well… but when i discovered Erik Rhodes’s MySpace and later his blog… well, he changed my mind. i have issues and a lot of times i feel alone i am the same age as him… i understand everything what chad said.